But I do...

I know it shouldn't still hurt, but it does. I know I shouldn't still partially wish it had never happened, so we would still be together. But I do. I know I should be ok now, but I am still having to work on it. I know I shouldn't care, but I do. I know I shouldn't miss you the way you used to be or this you, but I do. I know I shouldn't still cry, but I do. I know I should hate you, but I don't. I know I shouldn't still think about you, but I do. I know none of it meant anything to you, but it still does to me.