My heart has been bruised, scarred, and torn. My mind has been fucked up and fucked over. I was terrified and had a deep hatred for even the idea of falling in love again. Yet when I looked into your eyes for the first time, I knew I was going to fall in love with you. Still, I told you not to fall in love with me. I had too many broken pieces, and you getting too close would only get you cut up. I was cynical and jaded. I was more than well guarded. After my past, love was no longer associated with happiness for me. It was associated with pain, betrayal, fear, and lies. Yet still, you waited for me to make a hole in the wall that surrounded me, brick by brick. You patiently made me feel safe, waiting so you could get close. You bandaged me up and helped me scar over as lightly as possible considering. You held on tight even when I pushed you away. You weathered the storm that is me and just kept fighting to be closer to me. You have helped me and healed me in so many ways, but the greatest thing you have ever done is love me back. You are the first to ever truly love me back. Now, I am safely guarded by the most beautiful dragon, and I can finally rest. I love you more than you could possibly imagine babygirl. <3
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