My first true love, part 2...

This chapter is the one that people like to voice their opinions about. Well, it's time everyone heard mine.
She cheated. My best friend is the one who had to tell me. I was heart broken, and my depression made it 10x worse. I cried all night and all the next day after I found out. I felt betrayed. I began to question our entire relationship. I thought it was all fake and that I never meant anything to her. She called; we talked. It was all very complicated, and most people don't understand that period in our relationship or our relationship at all actually. But they don't have to.
We were in a very weird place for a long time, and I kept my distance for a while. But the more we talked and the more I thought about it, I knew she loved me. She just had issues; we both did, and do. I yelled at her one time for like half an hour. I yelled and yelled, and she just sat there saying "You're right" and "I know." After many apologies, arguments, and tears, we finally got back to being us. I learned more about myself and her during all of it than I had learned in the past two years. Our relationship came to it's inevitable end. Neither of us were happy about it, but all good things must come to an end. She was undoubtedly the best thing to ever happen to me so far.
Most people think it's weird that I say that because of everything we went through, but the thing about it is, yeah, we went through hell and back. But we went through it together. We always found our back to each other. She is the only person I have ever met that could calm me down when I am furious and make me so happy that I cry. I love her. I always have, and I always will. She will always be my first true love, and I will never regret that, any of it.
So in conclusion, will part of me always be missing now? Yes. But will I be ok? Yeah, I think so. She was an epic love, but our paths were meant to part ways. Does that suck? Yes, but things happen for a reason. And I will always have some of the best memories of my life to look back on. I know I will never be able to find another love like that, but that is just how first loves are. They are the best and worst loves, and they are the ones you will never forget.

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