Thoughts not spoken...

It's interesting, I find, the things that we refuse to let ourselves say aloud as to not let ourselves believe that they're true. We keep them in. We think them over and over, but we refuse to say them. When you say something aloud, it makes it more tangible. Saying it makes you realize just how true it is. As much as you want it to be a lie, as much as you want to just put it out of your mind and forget you ever thought it, you can't. It won't go away. The only way to really deal with it is to say out loud.